I was planning to vacate the space that Blair and I shared together during that wonderful time we were married. I was to marry again and move away. There was no need to change anything here. Then, that changed. I didn't marry. We cancelled our engagement. I missed Blair even more--again!
I needed to process things for a time, then decided it was time for a change. So I did it. A major paint job in my special corner of the house. My bedroom and bath! So, I thought and chose two lovely green shades to rest my eyes on when I want to rest or just contemplate things with my feet up. It is all I wanted and more! And I'm moving forward! A necessary step in my progress of grief--and just life in general.
It's beautiful and I am content.
